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This is My Resolution… | November 8, 2008

So this is my resolution, my countless hours of contemplation…
Finding out that all of this is nonsense…
This feeling that I hold so dear to myself.
These lies that I believe in, just seems to hurt me more.
You see, I don’t want to like you. I don’t want to know you.
But your ways of manipulating my emotions strangles me more.
Like lust has her hands rubbing the back of my hair…
While she sucks my spirit out of my soul through my lips
You see, this vivid imagination holds so true in some sense.
Cause my minds keeps saying you’re good, but… he knows better.
So this is my resolution, my countless hours of contemplation…
Where I stand next to my phone waiting for the slightest ding for your answer.
Is no more.
Were friends. Distant friends, where I hold no judgment against.
Now I know I’m not Ne-Yo, but I’m just so sick of all this.
So this is my resolution, my countless hours of contemplation…
All these thoughts of us being WE, are no more.
Cause I can see that my eyes were blind by the sight of fake images.
Portraying itself to be true, masked in disguise like a Blood in blue.
And don’t get me wrong, I am going to miss our times…
But you see, all this just seems to be a waste of time.
So this is my resolution, my countless hours of contemplation…